Saturday, 21 January 2017

october '16

When I first met you
I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my secrets
and what I didn't want ever.

You listened to me.
I bet you thought I'd never end.

Who would have thought
we would become more than just friends.

Over a period of time
I got to know the real you.

A man so caring and gentle
with a heart so true.

You've survived your life
with hurt and loneliness by your side.

I told you I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.

I know you
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what I'd do if you were gone?

So I have decided
time answers all.

If it is meant to be,
time will remove the wall.

I love the way we are together.
You can always make me smile.

Will it ever really be forever?
I guess I will have to wait awhile.

Time will reveal what lies ahead,
but always remember
what I have said.

Meeting you has changed my life,
and I really love you so.

The feelings I feel for you
I am never letting go.

Remember me always
and I will too.
I always think of
me and you.

What a busy year ..


This is my first entry in 2017. I have too many wishes, tasks and targets to archive.

The first thing would be my SPM exam. I have so much PRESSURE on this. *facepalm* I find it is hard to archive my Gunung Everest target. Did I think about my real ability in academics when teacher do AKU JANJI thing last time ?

Obviously , tak payah pakai telescope aku dah tau this year would be my very stressful, pressure, terrible year in my life.

I inspired to be a doctor since I was a kid. *please count how many years I dream to be a doctor* . 13 years I guess ?

So of course, I don't want to disappoint my little Izzati, my mother who keeps on supporting me and family. But yeah,...